just trying to move on with life, past few days have been rather sad, and now i'm sick (again). DX i'm sort of ok now, other than cold. (thank you everyone who was nice and was supportive ._. and of course friends~)
i have a few ideas for pictures, and a lot of ideas basically for concept, laaaaa~

i sort of wonder if i should get an intuos4? i heard the nibs wear down really fast, the surface is rough close to paper. that's not good, considering i draw a lot and the nib apparently wears down in a day?
but i heard intuos4 has a smoothing function like in sai. is that true? i like sai a lot, but i'd not mind to have it over in photoshop once in a while. and the intuos 3 surface is really slippery and the pen moves almost too fast for me, even though i use the 9x12" one. also, by now i... really think i should get a new drawing sheet for mine... XD
i also just noticed my tablet has a tiny tear where the cord comes out... ugh, i'm going crazy if this thing really breaks. >_> i'll get rubber tape tomorrow to fix it...